Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Shi Hui ♥
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HuiHui/ ShiHui is known to most people. One year older on every March 30th! I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard♥
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23 July 2010
lol 2dy feeeling sad lol... i even cry in the library lol... stress lol feel like diying soon.... lot of work then got lot of cca things to do stress too lol.... then they say i never do feeling suck lol... *I Saw him today, He is at the library too... I think he saw me Crying lol... I feel uneasy in front of him lol... How the feeling is really SUCk lol... 15 July 2010
This felling is SUCK!!!! BTW Just finishing the liar game ya maybe i watch a bit late la the show is alreally on there on 2007 ya....the show is about a college student be trick and how her honest change everyone...i think i can't be like her..i do tell lie like i do have a feeling on 'You' but i lie to myself that i have no.wat YOU do,do affect me....i feel bad 4 doing all kind of things to hurt YOU .... maybe the time is not right we met late or at the wrong time. MAYBE it should end now by saying i sorry BUT i do have a feeling 4 YOU only YOU.Forgive me by hurting YOU so much i just do know Why, Why i would become like that because of YOU ,YOU change my life i feeling bad now really bad i do really like YOU but because of my physical look i think i should give up.And because YOU are so wonderful i see lot of Unwonderful things around me ....i thought that i will stop having this kind feeling but YOU made me to become like wat i really don want to...THis Feeling is SUCk i can"t do anythings but to keep feeling SUCK..i am SORRY but i LOVE YOU...REALLY REALLY REALLY will you be able to see????? Labels: Will YOU be able to SEE???? 13 July 2010
Tired sia..... just finished all the checking of the ms words to make sure everythings in finish lol.....10 ms words somethings wrong somewhere so many ms word lol.....look like all my friends are in stress and are in rush to finish all the ms words ...... Ah STRESS LOL:):)Happy birthday to my mummy(the librain) 09 July 2010
Sian too many to do.... Library meeting gt lot of things to do sain la... just finised the ppt tat Ms Wu want...then ms liow want the wat duty log book and the library meeting book.... one word to say sian lol.... don sian sian la look like going to die....ya sometime gt this type of feeling sometime u try ur best to do somethimg like it don go ur ways do know because of now grown up le know wat the world outside are... have a feeling of scared to lose and don wish to lose ....scared of being left alone in the world only u in this world .... Is a scared of feeling ... Will be fine Ba???? Labels: Will be fine ba???? 06 July 2010
today health check sian la today got the health check only selected student need to go to check lol but do know Y i got selected lol....then go lol during physics time from 10.15 to 11.30 waited 4 so log lol.... it a waste of time lol....then never go recess lol.....Nvm never eat also can...the screening need to take off the cloth lol feeling uneasy lol....then during CME lesson ms lin say the YOG game school allow us to go 4 free still thinking of want to go or not???? |
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay |