Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Shi Hui ♥
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HuiHui/ ShiHui is known to most people. One year older on every March 30th! I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard♥
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shi qi (mei mei)
Shirely
Joey(Ganz meii)
Wee Meng(tang ge)
Wei jun(tang ge)
Weilin(tang meii)
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27 March 2010
LOl...... Sick alreally lol..... want to die le lol..... cos of study la of cos.... the math la do know when i can start understand all the topic teacher teach.... i feel sorry to my math teacher cos i really did my best lol but still cannot understand i am very sorry....:(:( Same to the Science(Phyic/Chem) ya i know ur think i very nag but i really very stress lol.... Ah Ya stop here lol.... Ya i HATE Sat and Sun cos of nothing to do.... ya happy tat carine,zhi yin and ai ting are helping me to celebrate my birthday tomorrow... Happy tat Shermaine,jia xiang,ken and all la who are going to helping me to celebrate my birthday on monday.... As well as jia xin(biao jie) thx all... Even tat my birthday was on 30march thx love all of You.....!!!! 25 March 2010
STRESS STRESS STRESS..... Stress la ...... just term 2 week 1 only start feeling very stress lol.... lol..... lol.... my math hor teacher say i don understand lol..... feel like diying math is my fav subject i don wish to fail.... How who can help me???? Not only math ,english same lol i can;t affort to fail english if fail i die loll..... cannot go ITE canot go anywhere.... Ya is still far 1 year before N level but i still very very scared lol..... STRESS STRESS STRESS......... How feel like giving up but i will not give up de hope everythings can go welll...... 2 day Mr ong (EBS teacher) give me a enployment application.... There are lot of choice under job interested in: 1)Mascot Duty 2) Event Support Staff 3)Even Model 4)Adminstrative 5)Part Time Sales 6)Data Entry 7)Telemarketing 8)Distribute Flyers 9)Mystery Guest+ 10)Talents(sing/Dance) 11)Photographer 12)Videographer i also do know what to choose.... i scared if i work will cause my study to fail.... As well as my CCA...... How .... BTW mid year is coming...... STRESS....
24 March 2010
Got New Sec 1 joining library!!!!! As per normal go school wif jia min lol.... then meet shermaine.... chat chat with her and mr mus lol..... then go to class put bag ..... then after flat rising is english lesson..... english boring lol the class so noise i cannot learn lol..... then is chinese more boring the teacher talk i want to sleep lol.... then is CPA Excel practice lol.... recess lol..... then after recess is Sci(chem/bio) this lesson also very boring lol..... the class same noise lol.... teacher talk cannot hear lol....:(:( last lessson is math.... do filing then teacher scold lol.... scold scold today lesson boring lol.... then is CCa got lot of Sec 1 joing library lol.... last year not many want to choose library as their cca lol.... but this year even have twins lol..... they so cute... i should say all of them is cute lol..... Shall end Here....:):) 19 March 2010
Tired lol just come back from camp.... At frist i THINK camp boring sia.... BUT i still go ...... 17 march 2010 wed moring at around 6 wake up prepared to go camp lol..... then meet jia min.... walk half way carine father car pass by ask me and jia min to the car so we sit lol..... i forget to take my waterbottle lol left it in carine father car... then i got bring extra bottle lol.... use the extra bottle top up water when i reach the school..... Know shermaine never go she sick sian la she never go boring lol.... then we spot check frist then go to the Sarimbun Scount Camp lol.... reach there the instructors keep asking us to sit lol.... so many sand how to sit but no choice sit lol.... then we go to our room to put our things.... Our trainer is Q ..He is a good trainer he know how to make us laugh.... He joke around,mix around with us.... then lunch lol... after lunch we play the Sarimbun Challenge..... then still got time before dinner Q teach us to play lot of camp and also teach us our camp cheer... then dinner lol.... the night walk i so scared lol... no light lol... then i hold carine lol ...she so thin i scared she fell down... then she really fell down i quickly hold her lol.... Afer the night walk we go to showers lol... then follow by Supper & Debrief.... then light off lol.... 18march2010 walk up at 6++ follow by moring exercise.... then breakfast... then all the high activity.... i all cannot do so sad lol... then never mind see they play loll... Have Chanllenge Rope Course, Rock Climbing, Aseiling, Zipline... they lunch... After lunch is all wet activity... change into black shirt lol.... Q so funny lol he say why all wear black colour never wear white, pink.... wet attire lol how can white , pink lol.... Wet activity have Race against time, Kayaking , Rafting.. i got do la.. i also die lol.,... i step into the water i sink lol.... i drink lot of the dirty water lol... very cold lol all wet somemore raining lol.... so cold so good i like but cold haha.... after tat we go showers lol.... then dinner lol.... then start the campfire wowowow.... so excited lol.... fun we i learn lot of cheer so fun lol....' Happy time when so fast everythings need to come to the end ... Campfire over lol..... then go to the Supper & Dedrief lol... we do a form filling how we feel about the camp lol.... Q say must write something good about her lol... must write he is handsome la , he good la ,etc... then go to showers .... then sleep lol.... must wake up at 5.30 assemble at 6.15 lol... 19marh2010 wake up then assemble .... breakfast lol..... then arear cleaning lol....Q very good he give us a good place to clean .... clean all the triangle room and pink up all the litter .... we do very fast lol... He open song 4 us to choose wad we want to hear .... we listen to song and and enjoy it.... Q say want us to dance the last time for home but our class la don want .... i know he have a bit of upset me too la.... then we had our final debrief ... price presentation & closing ... It time to leave lol.... Sad lol.... will miss all the instructors.... ya Q he so good..... i learned a lot from him this 3 days..... Thank you will remember u 4 ever.... love u ..... learning journey start lol.... After tat go home lol.... 12 March 2010
Wow.... holiday lol can get a good rest before starting to work hard in next tearm.... But not tat long time lol.... still need to do lot lot of homework lol..... and the sec 3 camp take 3days .... i only have about 4 days left to do more revision and homework and take a short rest lol... just got back my result slip not tat bad but not tat good too.... my english and science lol hope can improve better lol..... try to get a better result in tearm 2 lol.... shall end here..... 10 March 2010
wake up about 6 ...... then i wait till 6.30 go down to wait 4 cai and qi bus to come.... never wait cos of rain go school wif jia min lol.... meet shermaine at the canteen... chat chat wif her lol..... tok tok tok lol.... then not long jun hong come lol tok lot of bad words lol.... any how throw the plastic bag eat don want to throw lol..... then shermaine help to throw lol..... then not long we go back to class put bag and then go to 1H classroom..... shermaine wanted to tell ken that jia xiang book court then he say someone tat she don wish to see so she left lol..... frist lesson chinese damp boring lol..... wanted to sleep lol..... then pE raining so run the staircase wanted to die lol.... math lesson after pE very hot lol.... watch the funny movie so laugh lol.... then recess lol..... i buy 1 bottle of green tea drink lol.... quickly drink lol cannot bring to class ma..... then i pei shermaine to do duty lol.... suddenly do no where shermaine go and everyone else is missing too..... then jia xiang ask me where is they then of cos i answer how i know lol..... then they come back lol.... CPA lesson lol... i go back to class... forget teacher say after recess go to the lab lol.... then teacher scold lol..... CPA lesson do the corel draw half way my stomach pain lol....go to toilet lol..... last lesson is english do the puzzle finding lol and need to find the meaning of every words.... after school i alone go home then someone pull my bag i scared lol.... turn behind is jin kun lol scared me lol...... go home play com lol..... 06 March 2010
Yo look like my blog has been die for many day.... Nothing specal happened lately.... just worry about my comment test but is all right la.... sac 3 camp a bit scared lol as i say i scared to sleeep alone .... and the kayaking Oh my God how to stay alive like tat feel like going to die.... but i still want to go to the sec 3 camp.... ya wish all my friends a happy birthday .... birthday fall on the month of march lol.... shall end here lol... Bye.... |
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay |