Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Shi Hui ♥
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HuiHui/ ShiHui is known to most people. One year older on every March 30th! I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard♥
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26 January 2010
Long time no post cos of com spoil... Yesterday after school... Shermaine ask me to join the gathering with her 'son' Ken and his friends together with jia xiang........ Then i call home wanted to tell mummy jia say mummy not at home so i call mummy handphone... Mummy ask me to go home to open the door for Qi and Cai i forget jia at home then i ask shermaine to go home with me..... Reach home i saw jia then i remebem jia at home..... Never mind lol.... Shermaine and i ran back to BlK 8 baskball court..... All of them are at there except jia Xiang.... then they say jia xiang go home to change to home shirt.... shermaine and i look tired lol..... Then he say he hungry, he and some of the girls go and buy things lol so shermaine and i wait lol.... ken say they want to buy BBT so left with shermaine and i so we chat chat lol.... Not long jia xiang they all come back lol.... Again jia xiang go back home lol shermaine and i very angry lol..... we wonder why he like his house so much... He come down with a birthday cake ,shermaine birthday on sat 23/1 then i know he want to help shermaine celebrate her birthday.... then he very bad lol ask me to go and take the cream and want to put it on shermaine face..... He reallly make shermaine face and hair full of cream sia... shermaine fight with jia xiang then his shirt got cream also then i want to help shermaine she throw the cream to me sia luckily i ran fast nothing happened to me sia.... shermaine went home with me to wash her hair then i change shirt lol.... we go back lol..... Shermaine and i find they are very childish they play with the pear in the BBT Oh my God they still look small ah??? Sec 1 i understand but jia xiang he is even older then me still so childish sec 4 lol My GOD.... They play water ran around look fun .... Then do know how jia xiang and i fight with each other then i take my green tea bottle to hit him he take his water bottle lol... Then he run so fast sia run until i can't catch him lol.... He run back home lol.... He come down i fight with him again lol.... then do know how again i hit him again but this time i use my hand i hit unit heart attrack lol... then he say his heart attrack i so angry lol.... Who tell him to scold me i cry lol.... Then he still say tat i act crying.... i very sad lol i never hit a guy before never been so angry before and never cry in front of a guy before.... He made me till like i want to kill him lol.... He so bad lol.... Shermaine ask me to go home then i go home lol i walk and scold him he scold me frist lol.... He very bad lol i ask him to say sorry to me he never.... Then today, i saw him during recess i ask him to say sorry he also don want lol.... Then i want to hit him he say if i touch him he shout molest who want to molest him sia..... i ask him to say sorry will die ah????? He is a Man/Boy cannot say sorry first ah.... IF he say sorry to me then i say ..... He scold me want me to say sorry wait long long..... i very sad sia if have a choice i don want to felt sick i hate too... All the malay student in my class called me name i never so angry want lol.... He make me so angry sia he never say sorry i will also never say de.... IF have a choice i hope like i can be like shermaine so clever ,so pretty, so smart, so good,can run very long distance, can do PE.... I HATE that i cannot be like a normal human being can run around i hate to go to NUH to have blood test,i hate to see doctor, i hate people scold me..... BUT i am happy tat i am still alive.... Thank GOD i Love You.... |
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay |