Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Shi Hui ♥
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HuiHui/ ShiHui is known to most people. One year older on every March 30th! I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard♥
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29 January 2010
Come And Support Me!!! Come And Support Me!!! To All TEck Whye Students come and drop by to the library on every mon At 12.30-4.00.... To have some fun..... Have lot of interesting game to play never come will regreat...... Thx A Lot ..... Have Fun!!!! 27 January 2010
As per normal go school lol.... With jia min...... Walk half way saw shermaine walk with her .... Go canteen tok tok lol..... Then go to class put bag shermaine call my name'Tan Shi Hui' so lound scared me sia.... First lesson is chinese so boring still need to read next week:(:( Second lesson is PE Mr lee ask us to ran front back many time sia.... Tired lol.... Next lesson is Math after PE math hot lol.... But still listen cos i like math lesson..... Still got Jan Test(math) on fri... Teacher do revision tomorrow lol.... REceeesss Timeeee..... Never eat so long how to eat never mind i want to lose weight hahaha.... Then English lesson i hate lol so boring teacher never teach i cannot hear noise lol.... Then need to ask another team question about the newpaper i ask lol then zafi keep saying me keep scolding me.... Some of the things is we cannot control de ma we don want to be like tat de want ma.... ****Angry sia...... Forget it la..... Not his fault la he say sorry to me lol.... Forgive someone is better then blame someone.... 26 January 2010
Long time no post cos of com spoil... Yesterday after school... Shermaine ask me to join the gathering with her 'son' Ken and his friends together with jia xiang........ Then i call home wanted to tell mummy jia say mummy not at home so i call mummy handphone... Mummy ask me to go home to open the door for Qi and Cai i forget jia at home then i ask shermaine to go home with me..... Reach home i saw jia then i remebem jia at home..... Never mind lol.... Shermaine and i ran back to BlK 8 baskball court..... All of them are at there except jia Xiang.... then they say jia xiang go home to change to home shirt.... shermaine and i look tired lol..... Then he say he hungry, he and some of the girls go and buy things lol so shermaine and i wait lol.... ken say they want to buy BBT so left with shermaine and i so we chat chat lol.... Not long jia xiang they all come back lol.... Again jia xiang go back home lol shermaine and i very angry lol..... we wonder why he like his house so much... He come down with a birthday cake ,shermaine birthday on sat 23/1 then i know he want to help shermaine celebrate her birthday.... then he very bad lol ask me to go and take the cream and want to put it on shermaine face..... He reallly make shermaine face and hair full of cream sia... shermaine fight with jia xiang then his shirt got cream also then i want to help shermaine she throw the cream to me sia luckily i ran fast nothing happened to me sia.... shermaine went home with me to wash her hair then i change shirt lol.... we go back lol..... Shermaine and i find they are very childish they play with the pear in the BBT Oh my God they still look small ah??? Sec 1 i understand but jia xiang he is even older then me still so childish sec 4 lol My GOD.... They play water ran around look fun .... Then do know how jia xiang and i fight with each other then i take my green tea bottle to hit him he take his water bottle lol... Then he run so fast sia run until i can't catch him lol.... He run back home lol.... He come down i fight with him again lol.... then do know how again i hit him again but this time i use my hand i hit unit heart attrack lol... then he say his heart attrack i so angry lol.... Who tell him to scold me i cry lol.... Then he still say tat i act crying.... i very sad lol i never hit a guy before never been so angry before and never cry in front of a guy before.... He made me till like i want to kill him lol.... He so bad lol.... Shermaine ask me to go home then i go home lol i walk and scold him he scold me frist lol.... He very bad lol i ask him to say sorry to me he never.... Then today, i saw him during recess i ask him to say sorry he also don want lol.... Then i want to hit him he say if i touch him he shout molest who want to molest him sia..... i ask him to say sorry will die ah????? He is a Man/Boy cannot say sorry first ah.... IF he say sorry to me then i say ..... He scold me want me to say sorry wait long long..... i very sad sia if have a choice i don want to felt sick i hate too... All the malay student in my class called me name i never so angry want lol.... He make me so angry sia he never say sorry i will also never say de.... IF have a choice i hope like i can be like shermaine so clever ,so pretty, so smart, so good,can run very long distance, can do PE.... I HATE that i cannot be like a normal human being can run around i hate to go to NUH to have blood test,i hate to see doctor, i hate people scold me..... BUT i am happy tat i am still alive.... Thank GOD i Love You.... 15 January 2010
16 jan 2010 ![]() Today wake up at 7++... Scared will be late to go to the CC... To get the award lol... Get a cert and cheque lol..... Althought not the frist time but still feel very scared... Happy too not because can get money but i met jessica and Huimin... They change a lot like about 2 year never meet lol... So we say a lot lol... Take each other numder hope can keep in touch.... I am so happy today!!! Its time to update lol...:) Long time never post lol... Got miss me??? HaHaHa...JkJk... Time go so fast alreally the second week of school... Still got lot of things to do upper sec not easy... Got lot of test hope i can pass and i will try to do lol... Today go school wif jia min... then go canteen wait 4 shermaine lol.... Go back to class... Frist lesson is CME Ms lin ask us to do a power point slide of wad R our furture career... Then print it out... Second lesson is Math do revision on Sec 2 work then got D Test in week 3(Next week) Jan Test on week4(the follwing week).. Next lesson is PE Mr Lee teach his PE lesson can say is fun but damp tired de lol...:):) He look cute and cool too.... Then go RECESS i never eat cos i want to lose weight become pretty then got someone like me or my life will be no LOVE damp boring de lol... After recess is EBS Mr ong say got EBS test next week which is somewhere in week3 or 4... So many Test i want to die le la.... WHY in life so many things need to do... Never study will let someone look down... Not prety people call you name or no one one YOU... So wad the lol.. ya in life nothing is fair... I just hope can pass all the tests and exam in my upper sec year sec3&4.. And of cos grow pretty and stay happy:):) LOve is not just LOVE it is how much you LOVE.. IT is better to LOVE someone insead of HATE... 07 January 2010
Such a long time no post lol... Ya still the same very busy lol... Sec 3 got lot of things to do so no post lol.... but coz doing homework use com then come and have a short post lol.... think shall end here... Have a nice day.... Before ending wish Shu min biao jie happy coming birthday on 10jan.... Hahaha grow old lol... BYE BYE.... |
But baby, where they knock you down and out
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