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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
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Shi Hui ♥
♥ The Lover.
HuiHui/ ShiHui is known to most people. One year older on every March 30th! I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard♥
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29 August 2009
FALLING FOR HIM Im falling for him but I never thought I would. I'm starting to fall in love with him like I never could. the feelings I have for him can no longer wait. I feel I must tell him the truth before Its too late. the fact that when he's around me nothing else matters or the way I don't hear his voice causes my heart to shatter. I've never felt this way until he came along. and now things are more different now that he's gone. Am I too late? did I wait to long? that I never told him how I was wrong. no matter how long It takes or no matter the time. because for someone like him he's worth the climb. 27 August 2009
Forever Forever Day by day, With every step, It is the imperative… step... That keeps us on the edge. We live in a place That churns and howls and clamors for death. This journey is a treacherous one, One of which we might not survive One of which we might be left alone to die Alone to suffer in our own bitterness, Condemned to the shattering heartbeats we feel. They simply trample over our pathetic, forlorn souls That have been broken, crushed so many times. But, These souls take on a new form. The form of a mask My mask Your mask The mask we share together. Together, we drifted in desolation, Hand in hand. We are secluded from all others Only bearing that mask; That mask of laughter and ease and serenity… Together, we pull through this sorrow; this grief laid upon us. We are drowned out by our own anguish, Too dispirited to fight the insanity Too proud to show ourselves; our true selves Together, we will escape from the stone gaze That kept us hidden and unseen from this world; We will stand strong together Forever. Clash When swells of anger overcame the calm I go to you to hear your voice as it sings to me as each drop of energy that is thrust outward in a screaming cacauphany the patter of water and footsteps echo as obove my head roars industrial sound come closer and then gently fade like the ebbing tide below Where countless nights of secrets shared where smiles became contageous and salty tears became one with the tears of the sea my horrible, beautiful, clash of steal and earth 26 August 2009
I`m Falling for you A kiss from your lips, A warm sensuous touch, A display of devotion, I want it so much. When we cuddle, I feel so complete, What glorious fortune it was, For you and I to meet. You are so special, Comparable to few, I think you should know, I think I'm falling for you. All I want is to Steal your heart, And for us to be together, I promise my soul Will always be true, If only you allow Me to love you. I will forgive the thought of you always leaving, never hear the lie worth ever believing. Wave away the thoughts at the looks recieving. Look back and say it was stupid to be grieving. However my sweet, your passing will never be in vain, another girls who seemed to be filled with pain. A women who wanted nothing more than to be shielded from the rain. Regretful for the thousands of heart she has slain. You are were my angel, came from the moon above, come to comfort me with undenying love. But we played this stupid game of push-and-shove. Wonder why I was never enough. I bet you forgot me as I never did you, probably never realized the hurt you put me through. Turning my heart from a beauty red to a sad blue. Never thought that anyone would ever do. Your my beautiful angel, was left behind. Leaving your imprint within my mind. I still stood beside when you were blind. Your soul and my heart forever entwined. My angel you can fly away. I hope you hear me when I pray. The thought so sad you cannot stay. You'll know when I cry cause' the sky turns grey. To never be apart. 24 August 2009
I don like Mr lock.... 2day go school wif jia min ... frist lesson is ..... CPA do all the 3 webpage and hand up to teacher... Next lesson is Math... do the topic triangle .... so ma fan... Wed got test...CT2 just end then got test... then go recess i eat rice cannot eat so many i don want to grow fat... then is Art do farewell card to Mr Ardian.... He is ....66 lol...(teacher say de) then last lesson is CME mr tiong never come so i do the math homework lol... then end lesson lol... got CCA must see the mr lock face ... i feel like fighting wif him... so fan... i don like to go 4 CCA le la... ......skip..... Labels: I don like 2 go CCa le la 22 August 2009
一棵树在野草的边上 不再东张西望 秋风叶落无边的想象 没有前方远方 一棵树在旷野的中央 还有一点点倔强 想必寂寞早已经品尝 不用理想幻想 四季的回忆 一个人守护 轮回的沧桑 一个人欣赏 就让这山风 做我的衣裳 心里还有个 不说的愿望 我和树在望你的山梁 时光已不再流淌 等我忘记了你的模样 从此不... 21 August 2009
My leg pain again... 2day want to go school wif jia min.. Suddenly i want to tell mummy something,then i fell down from the stair... very pain leh...then i stand up then fell down again.. i fell down 2 time leh... Then my leg pain but still go school.. then reach school shermaine ask me ok or not then i say ok lol... we than go back to classroom then i cry cos very pain lol... my classmate ask me ok or not... than i say or lol... Frist lesson is CPA ms lin ask me what happened to my leg so i tell ms lin i fell down .. ms lin ask me want to go home but i say don 1 lol... then ms lin tell us every one pass our science.. she together wif mr tiong brought us ice-cream.... .....skip.... then next lessson is chinese .. mr sim tell us our mark i got 44/50 4 my CT2.. ....skip... then go recess.. after recess mr tiong brought our ice-cream to class 4 us... and we eat in class lol.. math teacher never scold so we eat le then go in lol... math teacher give us chocolate 4 been doing well 4 CT2.. then math lesson start... ....skip.... last lesson is english we thought can get back paper but ms han say monday... cannot get english paper back so wait lol.... so sad... .....skip.... Labels: hope my leg will not pain lol... 20 August 2009
Suddenly like D&T 2day as per normal lol.. but go school wif carine.. cos do no where is jolin... or maybe she were late ...so i never wait 4 her.. sorry jolin 4 not waitting 4 u... Hope u not angry:[ then go classroom saw shermaine doing her math homework... she is a good student do her work on time... must learn from her... then suddenly vivien come and say sorry to me.. don say la a veri long story... then we go to take plage sing ... then after that is english .. shermaine cry... cos of.... .....skip... then is either music or Art.. carine & shermaine is ART i only music so lonely... then go recess... .....skip.... After recess is D&T .. 2day do workshop must do our design out then make it out... at frist do no how to do so don do... then ask isyrad to help me draw,ask De wei help me cut .. scared cut until hand ... hahaha...xD then Mr Ng help me make it most nicer, Mr tan help me to make it more nicer too.. then he give me ideas of how my pencil holder base can be.. Mr Tan say maybe can cut the wave at the base... i do no how how to draw wave so i ask shafiqah to help me draw lol.... then this time round i cut myself cos no one help me..... cut till half Mr Tan say back up so next week then do lol.... Then i suddenly feel tat time go so fast...D&T over lol.. Suddenly i like D&T so much.. maybe because there are lot of people helping me to do ba... then next lesson is SS teacher never come Mr mus come and teach lol... we do workbook..then do till 1.30pm.. then got the lifeskill lol... so the lifeskill teacher ask us to fill up a form about finding out of ourself so do lol.. then at about 2 something go home lol... last i want to thank isyard,De wei,Mr Tan and some of my friend who helping me.. 4 my D&T... .....Thank.... Labels: Thank 4 helping me ;] 19 August 2009
tired lol!! 2 day got PE fun i only run 4 2 round only... then play game.. shermaine, me,carine and some other girl and boy go hall play... we switch on all the fan so cool..thn play lol... i never play so boring then think of a lot of thing... feel like crying.. If everything have 'if' will it become like tat?? .....skip.... then go to computer lab 4 CPA ... same thing do the web page design bout myself... never do yet no time... before tat ms lin give us back the exam web page we do i got only 23 mark over 25.. Shermaine score full mark... then go recess... ......skip...... After recess is english this lesson so bored don say lol... .....skip.... Then after english is art.. Art we paint lol... so tired i don like to paint only like to draw...haha.. Then last lesson is Math teacher teach another topic i do no la.. feel like crying too... so tired .... then go home lol.. .....skip..... Labels: if everything have 'if 'will it be like tat?? 18 August 2009
YO!! Exam over lol... So happy .... Only worry bout the mark.. but can pass can lol...who care!! today nothing happend just study till 3 then go to pick my sis home she 3:30 i wait 4 30 min a bit tired lol... go home so tired... then today no homework .. so good... veri happy... no more lol... bye...post next time... Labels: Hope i pass all exam ... 16 August 2009
Tired lol... yesterday sleep late.. coz watch TV lol... never study 4 tomorrow math paper... think will fail... but hope will past... so fan same ah same ah coz of CT2.... Hahaha.... nothing to post lol.... shall end here... Bye... 15 August 2009
Happy birthday jia hui By the way monday still got Math paper Tuesday got Science paper... Hope i can pass this two subject.. Not only this two but all the exam CPA English Math Science D&T Chinese Hope i pass this two week all Exam so fan... i want to say Happy Birthday to U... JIa hui!! 13 August 2009
Exam Exam lol .... All the paper is almost the same Not easy lol... still have some more paper to be tested may be very busy so i will not post blog lol.... but wish all of u who is taking exam a good luck.... Good luck to me too.... Labels: Good luck to me 10 August 2009
Thursday is comment Test lol... Hope i can pass all subject but i stll veri scared How???] Hope wad teacher teach i will know how to 2... I will do the best de..... thursday-English Friday-chinese -D&T satuday-none sunday-none Monday-math Tuesday-science will be veri busy hope i pass.... maybe no time to post lol... i will try de Wish me good luck:) 09 August 2009
National Day Happy National Day to all!! As i were saying yesterday tat i were be going to my grandma house.. Be4 going my father brought us to eat ... Eat le then my two sisters together go and cut hair.. Cut le go my go my grandma house lol... sleep there tired ma.. then bout 6 something go home... 08 August 2009
Happy Birthdaty Singapore!!! my leg pain cos runing yesterday la... scared cannot go school on tuesday... i think can go la... not tat pain but pain and still now i veri tired... just now i go to see my friends blog lot of them post blog le most of them has not i go and see one of my friend blog her name is Su YI i saw lot of youtube on Angela Zhang Shao Han i think she like her a lot ba... Ya... 2omorrow as we know is National Day so i may go to my grandma house to celebrate so maybe can't post.. So by the way i wish Singapore a 'Happy 44th Birthday". 07 August 2009
Cross country  2day got cross country.... Running at the cannel... Starting point at Teck Whye sec main gate run till the cannel then cross the road to the other side of the cannel .... run back from there to school... very long la.. run till i want to die le... my leg now very pain ... tired ..... Last year 4 'c' Division girls winner is megan This year also she ran the frist lol... she ran dame fast de lol.... maybe she is a hockey players ba...run very fast.. 2day is so tired .... i want to die le... Labels: A few more day to CT2 04 August 2009
Science Test 2day.... Science Test 2day so diffcult Total mark is 15 but teacher have not mark i know i will fail So scared fail how??? CT2 is also all in electricity so many things to do Scared if fail CT2 how??? HeLP HELP who can help me?? And english my weaker subject i want to study EBS next year but if fail english i don need to study lol scared la... English ,Science How??? not only this D&T don say le i veri scared ... HELP HELP HELP... 03 August 2009
Going 2 CT2:) 1 more week to CT2 scared if fail how 2day teacher teach math a bit 4 get mean,mode,meidan i HATE pie chart make me feel head piant.. Science all test Electricity How to save electricity la .... stil got test tomorrow (july test)on electricity fail how?? D&T-0 also very hard need to remebrem so many things sia la will fail all the subject 1.... 01 August 2009
  2 day go to yew tee cos my grandma sis de sis ba got move house so go there 4 house warming... the condo is big got pool and lot of house as well lot lot la got take photo as well... then funny la cos take photo ho baio jie keep laughing then take a long time to take lol.... then go home lol..... |
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